1 00:00:03,699 --> 00:00:07,442 An isobar is a line of equal barometric pressures. 2 00:00:07,442 --> 00:00:09,487 Not to be confused with an isotach, 3 00:00:09,487 --> 00:00:10,880 which is a line of equal wind speeds, 4 00:00:10,880 --> 00:00:12,969 or an isodrosotherm, 5 00:00:12,969 --> 00:00:17,495 which is a line of equal dew point temperatures. 6 00:00:17,495 --> 00:00:20,933 And now that you have swallowed excess air, you need-- 7 00:00:23,066 --> 00:00:24,415 Very good. 8 00:00:26,852 --> 00:00:30,421 His poop was orange brown, which is expected, 9 00:00:30,421 --> 00:00:32,510 given his iron supplement. 10 00:00:35,209 --> 00:00:38,473 He is changed, fed, and burped. 11 00:00:38,473 --> 00:00:42,738 Mmm. Best dad ever. 12 00:00:51,747 --> 00:00:53,575 I think it worked. 13 00:00:53,575 --> 00:00:55,403 Jazz is soothing, 14 00:00:55,403 --> 00:00:57,927 and kind of sexy at the same time. 15 00:01:02,453 --> 00:01:05,021 You know, since we got back together, we haven't... 16 00:01:05,021 --> 00:01:06,501 Had sex? 17 00:01:07,502 --> 00:01:08,981 It's been almost two months. 18 00:01:11,245 --> 00:01:12,898 We have a good excuse. 19 00:01:15,858 --> 00:01:18,469 People with kids have sex, right? 20 00:01:18,469 --> 00:01:21,472 ♪ Dreams are dreams, Some dreams come true ♪ 21 00:01:21,472 --> 00:01:23,822 You want to? 22 00:01:23,822 --> 00:01:29,828 ♪ I found a real dream, baby When I found you ♪ 23 00:01:29,828 --> 00:01:34,485 ♪ You're so strong But tender too ♪ 24 00:01:34,485 --> 00:01:36,705 ♪ You're my angel ♪ 25 00:01:38,446 --> 00:01:39,490 Oh. 26 00:01:45,975 --> 00:01:47,759 Maybe we should go somewhere else. 27 00:01:47,759 --> 00:01:49,631 Yeah. 28 00:01:49,631 --> 00:01:51,589 Ah, but later. 29 00:01:51,589 --> 00:01:53,461 We have to get ready for work. 30 00:01:56,812 --> 00:01:59,075 You want the head trauma or the rebar through the shoulder? 31 00:01:59,075 --> 00:02:01,164 Rebar. It will be much more exciting. 32 00:02:01,164 --> 00:02:02,426 In that case, Dom, you're with me on-- 33 00:02:02,426 --> 00:02:03,949 No, Dom is with me. 34 00:02:07,605 --> 00:02:08,954 Welcome to Team Park. 35 00:02:16,484 --> 00:02:17,659 Mom? 36 00:02:19,487 --> 00:02:21,228 Hey, Audie. 37 00:02:21,228 --> 00:02:23,273 Well, what are you doing here? Are you okay? 38 00:02:23,273 --> 00:02:26,146 Oh, I'm great. I'm just here for a drug trial, 39 00:02:26,146 --> 00:02:29,279 for my hyperthyroid. I... For two weeks, 40 00:02:29,279 --> 00:02:31,716 I am making $5,500. 41 00:02:31,716 --> 00:02:33,240 Why didn't you tell me you were coming? 42 00:02:33,240 --> 00:02:37,157 I just... I figured I would call you once I settled in. 43 00:02:37,809 --> 00:02:39,202 I found a cute hotel 44 00:02:39,202 --> 00:02:41,117 with a microwave and a mini fridge and-- 45 00:02:41,117 --> 00:02:42,814 Mom, you are not staying at a hotel. 46 00:02:42,814 --> 00:02:45,948 Mmm, you and Clay need your privacy. 47 00:02:45,948 --> 00:02:47,950 Clay is in Chicago doing a fellowship, 48 00:02:47,950 --> 00:02:49,299 and he'll be gone for another month, 49 00:02:49,299 --> 00:02:51,954 which you would have known if you had called me. 50 00:02:51,954 --> 00:02:54,565 Cancel the hotel. 51 00:02:54,565 --> 00:02:58,830 I have a microwave and a maxi fridge. 52 00:02:58,830 --> 00:03:00,397 Yeah, I know. I'm on my way. 53 00:03:04,445 --> 00:03:05,837 Cameron Howard, 38, 54 00:03:05,837 --> 00:03:07,143 drove his car through the back of his garage. 55 00:03:07,143 --> 00:03:08,362 BP is stable. 56 00:03:08,362 --> 00:03:10,364 Stat trauma panel labs and an E-FAST. 57 00:03:10,364 --> 00:03:12,714 - Whose garage? - Our garage, Cam. 58 00:03:12,714 --> 00:03:14,759 He just, you know, forgot which was the gas 59 00:03:14,759 --> 00:03:16,283 and which was the brake. 60 00:03:16,283 --> 00:03:18,589 And also that he's not supposed to drive. 61 00:03:18,589 --> 00:03:19,982 Who said I'm not supposed to drive? 62 00:03:19,982 --> 00:03:21,679 Your doctor. 63 00:03:21,679 --> 00:03:24,160 He's been diagnosed with Early Onset Alzheimer's. 64 00:03:25,161 --> 00:03:28,208 At 38? That is so young. 65 00:03:34,736 --> 00:03:36,433 He's tachycardic and hypotensive. 66 00:03:36,433 --> 00:03:38,870 - He is in hemorrhagic shock. - What? 67 00:03:38,870 --> 00:03:41,656 Pushing a 500cc bolus. 68 00:03:41,656 --> 00:03:43,397 Call the OR. We're on our way. 69 00:03:46,878 --> 00:03:48,837 John Doe, scalp abrasions, 70 00:03:48,837 --> 00:03:51,187 possible head trauma and drug overdose. 71 00:03:51,187 --> 00:03:53,450 His name is Nathan Speed. I know him from my church. 72 00:03:58,977 --> 00:04:01,458 No deep lacerations or skull or c-spine step offs. 73 00:04:01,458 --> 00:04:02,894 Body is limp, shallow breathing, 74 00:04:02,894 --> 00:04:05,070 old track marks, 75 00:04:05,070 --> 00:04:06,855 constricted pupils. What'd you take? 76 00:04:06,855 --> 00:04:08,857 S-S-S-- 77 00:04:08,857 --> 00:04:10,554 Slurred speech. Could be an opioid overdose. 78 00:04:10,554 --> 00:04:13,078 I need 8 milligrams naloxone and a urine tox screen. 79 00:04:13,078 --> 00:04:15,994 He's tachycardic and warm. Doesn't correlate with an OD. 80 00:04:18,867 --> 00:04:20,434 This looks more like a stroke. 81 00:04:20,434 --> 00:04:23,175 His respiratory rate is fast. 82 00:04:23,175 --> 00:04:24,351 And he has a port. 83 00:04:26,266 --> 00:04:29,660 Si-Sick. 84 00:04:29,660 --> 00:04:31,662 Sick. Sick. 85 00:04:31,662 --> 00:04:33,882 Those aren't track marks. They're blown veins 86 00:04:33,882 --> 00:04:35,362 from IV placements. It's not an OD. 87 00:04:35,362 --> 00:04:37,233 Nathan has sickle cell disease, and he's in a crisis. 88 00:04:38,452 --> 00:04:40,062 Push IV fluids and morphine for pain. 89 00:04:40,062 --> 00:04:41,716 Check a CBC and hemoglobin S. 90 00:05:03,128 --> 00:05:07,350 ♪ Oh, I know That I can make it ♪ 91 00:05:07,350 --> 00:05:10,875 ♪ I know that I can stand ♪ 92 00:05:10,875 --> 00:05:15,967 ♪ No matter What may come my way ♪ 93 00:05:15,967 --> 00:05:19,754 ♪ My life is in your hands ♪ 94 00:05:21,712 --> 00:05:23,932 You have an amazing voice. 95 00:05:23,932 --> 00:05:26,543 - So do you, Dr. Allen. - Thank you. 96 00:05:26,543 --> 00:05:29,329 Seems like you're feeling a little better today. 97 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:33,071 And you remembered how much I love that song. 98 00:05:33,071 --> 00:05:35,683 We've missed you in choir for the past couple months. 99 00:05:35,683 --> 00:05:37,685 Mmm. I had another crisis, 100 00:05:37,685 --> 00:05:39,295 ended up in a different hospital, 101 00:05:39,295 --> 00:05:42,211 and it took me days to convince the docs I wasn't an addict. 102 00:05:43,691 --> 00:05:44,909 But you know, it seems like God decided 103 00:05:44,909 --> 00:05:46,650 I was due for an upgrade this time around. 104 00:05:48,086 --> 00:05:50,088 That's an excellent compliment. 105 00:05:50,088 --> 00:05:51,829 I think you're flirting, which is fine, 106 00:05:51,829 --> 00:05:53,918 because I think she likes you. 107 00:05:53,918 --> 00:05:56,007 You know, I think so, too. But how come she turned me down 108 00:05:56,007 --> 00:05:57,226 when I asked her out a few months back? 109 00:05:57,835 --> 00:05:59,489 Bad timing. 110 00:05:59,489 --> 00:06:02,362 Is it still bad timing? You haven't mentioned a boyfriend. 111 00:06:02,362 --> 00:06:03,493 Oh, that's good to know. 112 00:06:03,493 --> 00:06:05,930 Charlie, Mr. Speed is our patient. 113 00:06:05,930 --> 00:06:07,628 Let's keep it professional. 114 00:06:09,673 --> 00:06:12,241 At least until he's discharged later today. 115 00:06:27,996 --> 00:06:30,781 Balloon catheter in position. 116 00:06:30,781 --> 00:06:33,131 How is fatherhood treating you? 117 00:06:33,131 --> 00:06:36,004 Steve is very good. 118 00:06:36,004 --> 00:06:39,964 Lea and I are exchanging 42 words per day on average. 119 00:06:42,967 --> 00:06:45,056 Jerome's been in Sydney for the last 10 days 120 00:06:45,056 --> 00:06:46,580 for a nursing course. 121 00:06:46,580 --> 00:06:48,364 I've called him like three times. 122 00:06:48,364 --> 00:06:50,279 All I've gotten back are like two one-word texts 123 00:06:50,279 --> 00:06:51,323 and a thumbs up. 124 00:06:53,369 --> 00:06:57,155 And Carter Nix, that cute pedes nurse, is there. 125 00:06:59,941 --> 00:07:03,510 Okay, let's remove the rebar. 126 00:07:03,510 --> 00:07:05,773 Set up a FaceTime date with him. 127 00:07:05,773 --> 00:07:07,122 Last year I played for Cal, 128 00:07:07,122 --> 00:07:08,863 my girlfriend got a job in Zurich. 129 00:07:08,863 --> 00:07:11,692 Had to schedule our phone calls like doctor's appointments, 130 00:07:11,692 --> 00:07:14,564 but it was the only thing that kept us going. 131 00:07:14,564 --> 00:07:17,306 Mmm! How long have you been together? 132 00:07:17,306 --> 00:07:19,700 We aren't anymore. She cheated on me. 133 00:07:26,358 --> 00:07:27,447 Oh. 134 00:07:29,144 --> 00:07:30,232 He tried to get out of bed and fell. 135 00:07:30,232 --> 00:07:33,191 Nathan, are you in any pain? 136 00:07:33,191 --> 00:07:35,367 The transfusions didn't work. He's in crisis. 137 00:07:35,367 --> 00:07:36,934 Get him subcutaneous tinzaparin. 138 00:07:36,934 --> 00:07:38,806 I-I can't hear out of this ear. 139 00:07:38,806 --> 00:07:40,111 That's not from his sickle cell. 140 00:07:40,111 --> 00:07:41,983 He needs a brain MRI and audiogram. 141 00:07:49,251 --> 00:07:51,819 You okay, Nathan? 142 00:07:51,819 --> 00:07:55,126 Yeah, um, I'm just going to close my eyes and think of where I'mma take you to dinner 143 00:07:55,126 --> 00:07:56,388 when all this is over. 144 00:07:56,388 --> 00:07:58,521 Aw, he's so romantic. 145 00:07:58,521 --> 00:07:59,957 Are you going to go out with him? 146 00:07:59,957 --> 00:08:01,350 You have to go out with him. 147 00:08:01,350 --> 00:08:04,440 So when you said you "knew him from church"? 148 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:06,311 Moving on to the next imaging sequence. 149 00:08:06,311 --> 00:08:07,748 - Okay. - Okay. 150 00:08:07,748 --> 00:08:09,184 He asked her out. She said no. 151 00:08:09,184 --> 00:08:10,490 I think it's because of another guy, 152 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:12,230 but he's still interested, and so is she. 153 00:08:12,230 --> 00:08:13,884 Makes sense. 154 00:08:13,884 --> 00:08:15,669 He does seem to tick your boxes. 155 00:08:15,669 --> 00:08:17,801 T2 axial images are ready to be viewed. 156 00:08:17,801 --> 00:08:19,411 By that, you're saying he's smart, 157 00:08:19,411 --> 00:08:21,196 educated, talented, funny-- 158 00:08:21,196 --> 00:08:22,806 He needs you. 159 00:08:22,806 --> 00:08:24,068 What's that supposed to mean? 160 00:08:25,243 --> 00:08:26,636 Is that normal? 161 00:08:38,605 --> 00:08:40,868 I got your text. 162 00:08:40,868 --> 00:08:42,870 Not sure I have time for lunch. 163 00:08:45,699 --> 00:08:47,091 How about a snack? 164 00:08:49,137 --> 00:08:50,660 I love snacks. 165 00:08:51,661 --> 00:08:53,968 Yeah? 166 00:08:55,926 --> 00:08:58,712 - This is going to be so hot. - So hot. 167 00:09:02,846 --> 00:09:04,108 Morgan? 168 00:09:04,108 --> 00:09:05,283 Uh, just a second! 169 00:09:12,464 --> 00:09:13,553 Hi. 170 00:09:13,553 --> 00:09:14,815 Why didn't you tell me my mother 171 00:09:14,815 --> 00:09:16,512 was in one of your clinical trials? 172 00:09:16,512 --> 00:09:18,296 Eileen Lim? 173 00:09:18,296 --> 00:09:20,864 I didn't know she was your mother. She never mentioned it. 174 00:09:20,864 --> 00:09:22,779 - She was accepted into the trial? - Mmm-hmm. 175 00:09:22,779 --> 00:09:25,652 Which means no significant underlying health issues? 176 00:09:25,652 --> 00:09:27,828 I can't tell you that, but solid deduction. 177 00:09:29,525 --> 00:09:31,483 I need you for a surgical consult. 178 00:09:31,483 --> 00:09:33,050 And you missed a button. 179 00:09:38,055 --> 00:09:40,449 What about the third floor supply closet? That's new. 180 00:09:40,449 --> 00:09:42,494 Sexy. I'll text you a time for tomorrow. 181 00:09:48,544 --> 00:09:51,416 And there was surprisingly little muscle damage. 182 00:09:51,416 --> 00:09:52,679 With physiotherapy, 183 00:09:52,679 --> 00:09:55,029 he should make a complete recovery. 184 00:09:55,029 --> 00:09:57,161 Physically. 185 00:09:57,161 --> 00:09:59,511 Your husband is on all of the recommended meds 186 00:09:59,511 --> 00:10:01,383 for Alzheimer's. 187 00:10:01,383 --> 00:10:03,167 I'm afraid to say there's nothing more we can do. 188 00:10:06,649 --> 00:10:10,131 God. Three months ago, he was nothing like this, 189 00:10:10,131 --> 00:10:13,351 just a bit forgetful. 190 00:10:13,351 --> 00:10:18,008 Now, I mean, there are moments still. 191 00:10:18,008 --> 00:10:21,185 But then he slips back into the fog. 192 00:10:23,231 --> 00:10:24,624 I miss him. 193 00:10:29,193 --> 00:10:31,805 And it just breaks my heart to know how much he will miss. 194 00:10:35,809 --> 00:10:37,680 I'm pregnant. 195 00:10:43,555 --> 00:10:45,819 Cam's Alzheimer's is so atypical, given his age 196 00:10:45,819 --> 00:10:47,298 and the rate he's declining, I just think it's worth 197 00:10:47,298 --> 00:10:48,865 reconsidering all treatment options. 198 00:10:48,865 --> 00:10:50,345 There are no viable treatment options, 199 00:10:50,345 --> 00:10:51,955 so it is not worth reconsidering. 200 00:10:51,955 --> 00:10:54,392 How about vagus nerve stimulation? 201 00:10:54,392 --> 00:10:56,699 - Nice. - It hasn't been tested for early onset cases. 202 00:10:56,699 --> 00:10:58,396 - Not viable. - Focused ultrasound. 203 00:10:58,396 --> 00:11:00,224 That may stabilize the plaque burden, 204 00:11:00,224 --> 00:11:02,096 but would not improve clinical symptoms. 205 00:11:02,096 --> 00:11:04,272 - Not viable. - Deep brain stimulation. 206 00:11:04,272 --> 00:11:05,447 I did some homework. 207 00:11:05,447 --> 00:11:07,231 Highly invasive with limited efficacy. 208 00:11:07,231 --> 00:11:09,930 - Not viable. - What about non-invasive 209 00:11:09,930 --> 00:11:13,107 deep brain stimulation, using temporal interference? 210 00:11:13,107 --> 00:11:16,545 Stimulating the hippocampus could improve episodic memory. 211 00:11:16,545 --> 00:11:17,981 So... viable? 212 00:11:19,287 --> 00:11:20,549 Yes. 213 00:11:22,899 --> 00:11:25,554 Alright. Nice. 214 00:11:25,554 --> 00:11:27,469 You have benign tumors near your brain stem 215 00:11:27,469 --> 00:11:29,645 called vestibular schwannomas. 216 00:11:29,645 --> 00:11:32,648 The one on your right is very large, 217 00:11:32,648 --> 00:11:34,606 causing the imbalance and hearing loss. 218 00:11:35,607 --> 00:11:37,348 Benign is good, though, right? 219 00:11:39,611 --> 00:11:41,309 They're growing. 220 00:11:41,309 --> 00:11:43,920 If left untreated, eventually, they will kill you. 221 00:11:45,792 --> 00:11:48,577 We recommend surgical removal of both. 222 00:11:50,100 --> 00:11:51,406 Surgery will be complicated 223 00:11:51,406 --> 00:11:53,495 because of your recent sickle cell crisis. 224 00:11:55,845 --> 00:12:00,676 And removing the tumors risks complete hearing loss. 225 00:12:19,042 --> 00:12:22,916 ♪ No weapon ♪ 226 00:12:22,916 --> 00:12:27,007 ♪ Formed against me ♪ 227 00:12:27,007 --> 00:12:30,837 ♪ Shall prosper ♪ 228 00:12:35,667 --> 00:12:39,367 If I can't hear, I can't sing. 229 00:12:39,367 --> 00:12:41,369 That's not living. 230 00:12:43,806 --> 00:12:45,634 I'll take my chances. 231 00:13:08,700 --> 00:13:10,137 Okay. 232 00:13:50,786 --> 00:13:52,309 Good morning. 233 00:13:52,962 --> 00:13:54,442 Denver omelet. 234 00:13:54,442 --> 00:13:56,792 Home fries, extra crispy. Your favorite. 235 00:13:56,792 --> 00:14:00,013 When I was 13 and burning 2,400 calories a day. 236 00:14:04,931 --> 00:14:06,846 What are you doing here, Mom? Really? 237 00:14:07,759 --> 00:14:10,197 I told you. 238 00:14:10,197 --> 00:14:12,503 There is a website that lists all the drug trials 239 00:14:12,503 --> 00:14:15,506 currently running, including one for hyperthyroidism 240 00:14:15,506 --> 00:14:17,595 that is 10 miles from your house 241 00:14:17,595 --> 00:14:20,381 and pays $500 more than we do. 242 00:14:20,381 --> 00:14:21,817 But that one doesn't come with a visit 243 00:14:21,817 --> 00:14:23,819 to my high-powered doctor daughter. 244 00:14:25,603 --> 00:14:26,604 If there's something going on with you, 245 00:14:26,604 --> 00:14:28,302 I just wish you'd tell me. 246 00:14:30,391 --> 00:14:32,915 I'm here because I am worried about you. 247 00:14:32,915 --> 00:14:35,700 - I'm fine. - You always say you're fine, 248 00:14:35,700 --> 00:14:38,616 whether you're in a wheelchair or you're in the middle of a pandemic 249 00:14:38,616 --> 00:14:40,836 or recovering from PTSD-- 250 00:14:40,836 --> 00:14:42,838 Mom, I told you I didn't want to see anyone-- 251 00:14:42,838 --> 00:14:45,232 I know, and I respected your wishes. 252 00:14:45,232 --> 00:14:47,103 But then I call you, and you rush me off the phone, 253 00:14:47,103 --> 00:14:48,626 or you say you're going to call me back, 254 00:14:48,626 --> 00:14:50,063 and you don't. 255 00:14:50,063 --> 00:14:52,239 - You always deflect. - I'm not deflecting, 256 00:14:52,239 --> 00:14:54,197 - I'm working. - Of course, especially 257 00:14:54,197 --> 00:14:56,156 now that you're hospital co-president 258 00:14:56,156 --> 00:14:58,375 as well as chief of surgery. 259 00:14:58,375 --> 00:15:01,552 I mean, it's a lot, but I'm handling it. 260 00:15:01,552 --> 00:15:03,337 I'm your mother. 261 00:15:03,337 --> 00:15:05,165 I was there when you melted down 262 00:15:05,165 --> 00:15:07,645 because you had a book report and a science project 263 00:15:07,645 --> 00:15:09,343 - due the same day-- - I can't have this conversation again. 264 00:15:09,343 --> 00:15:10,822 That was 30 years ago. 265 00:15:10,822 --> 00:15:12,476 And by the way, I aced them both. 266 00:15:12,476 --> 00:15:14,565 Well, of course you did. You've always taken after your father. 267 00:15:14,565 --> 00:15:16,480 - Why is that a bad thing? - It isn't. 268 00:15:16,480 --> 00:15:18,526 He was driven, and he was brilliant. 269 00:15:18,526 --> 00:15:19,701 And he was too proud-- 270 00:15:19,701 --> 00:15:21,398 And you just wish that he had worked less. 271 00:15:21,398 --> 00:15:23,052 - I wish-- - Right? And that he was 272 00:15:23,052 --> 00:15:24,836 more present as a husband and father. 273 00:15:24,836 --> 00:15:28,623 I wish that he had been able to ask for help. 274 00:15:28,623 --> 00:15:31,191 Well, maybe he didn't want your help. 275 00:15:36,022 --> 00:15:38,415 I have to grab a shower. We leave in 30. 276 00:15:45,205 --> 00:15:47,337 Mmm, we could try a middle fossa approach 277 00:15:47,337 --> 00:15:49,078 on Nathan's left side tumor. 278 00:15:49,078 --> 00:15:52,038 Mmm, 30% rate of hearing loss 279 00:15:52,038 --> 00:15:54,736 and won't be able to fully resect the tumor. 280 00:15:56,129 --> 00:15:57,608 What'd you mean? 281 00:15:57,608 --> 00:16:00,829 That Nathan ticks boxes because he needs me? 282 00:16:00,829 --> 00:16:02,874 Just that taking care of people 283 00:16:02,874 --> 00:16:04,398 seems to be your comfort zone. 284 00:16:05,225 --> 00:16:06,966 What about radiosurgery? 285 00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:08,489 Delayed efficacy and potential damage 286 00:16:08,489 --> 00:16:09,925 to cranial nerves. 287 00:16:09,925 --> 00:16:12,449 Taking care of people is my job. 288 00:16:12,449 --> 00:16:13,798 And mine, too, but I don't seek that out 289 00:16:13,798 --> 00:16:16,236 in my personal relationships. 290 00:16:16,236 --> 00:16:18,499 Perez was an addict. Nathan has a chronic illness. 291 00:16:18,499 --> 00:16:20,936 Just, you know, seems like you have a bit of a type. 292 00:16:20,936 --> 00:16:23,939 And what's your type? The model who cheats with married men? 293 00:16:23,939 --> 00:16:25,985 - Okay. - Oh, wait, that was your fake girlfriend 294 00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:28,074 who was really with your boss. 295 00:16:28,074 --> 00:16:30,467 That sounds complicated. I don't really have a type. 296 00:16:30,467 --> 00:16:34,602 Short, tall, blonde, brunette, neurodiverse, neurotypical, 297 00:16:34,602 --> 00:16:36,560 I've dated them all. As long as there's chemistry. 298 00:16:36,560 --> 00:16:38,954 Uh, what about a suboccipital approach? 299 00:16:38,954 --> 00:16:42,175 Too high a risk of cerebellar injury or stroke. 300 00:16:42,175 --> 00:16:44,960 You don't know me, okay? So you should stop acting like you do. 301 00:16:44,960 --> 00:16:46,527 - I think I do. - Oh. 302 00:16:46,527 --> 00:16:47,789 I think I see something in you 303 00:16:47,789 --> 00:16:49,051 that you don't even see in yourself. 304 00:16:50,705 --> 00:16:52,446 - You guys like each other. - Don't be ridiculous. 305 00:16:52,446 --> 00:16:53,664 No way. 306 00:16:56,885 --> 00:16:59,931 What I'd like is for us to focus on finding a surgery 307 00:16:59,931 --> 00:17:01,150 to safely save Nathan's hearing. 308 00:17:03,718 --> 00:17:05,111 Okay? 309 00:17:05,111 --> 00:17:06,503 - Okay. - Thank you. 310 00:17:06,503 --> 00:17:08,549 - Mmm-hmm. - Mmm-hmm. 311 00:17:12,205 --> 00:17:13,510 I miss you, too. 312 00:17:14,294 --> 00:17:15,512 Oh. 313 00:17:15,512 --> 00:17:18,124 Dr. Shaun Murphy. 314 00:17:22,693 --> 00:17:25,392 - Mmm! - Okay. 315 00:17:25,392 --> 00:17:28,786 This may not be appropriate workplace behavior. 316 00:17:28,786 --> 00:17:30,962 I know. And I missed it so much. 317 00:17:30,962 --> 00:17:34,053 I've been so tired, and there hasn't been any time for us. 318 00:17:35,576 --> 00:17:37,447 We need to make an appointment. 319 00:17:38,231 --> 00:17:39,971 Yeah. We do. 320 00:17:39,971 --> 00:17:42,670 - We need a date night. - Okay. 321 00:17:42,670 --> 00:17:46,500 Our favorite karaoke bar has a two-for-one special tonight. 322 00:17:46,500 --> 00:17:48,023 We should go there and drink tequila 323 00:17:48,023 --> 00:17:50,199 and sing "Islands in the Stream" just like old times. 324 00:17:52,810 --> 00:17:55,509 I don't know if I'm ready to leave Steve, you know, just yet. 325 00:17:58,729 --> 00:17:59,774 Okay. 326 00:18:02,690 --> 00:18:05,171 You know what? Karaoke sounds great. 327 00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:07,608 - I'll call Jordan. - Okay. 328 00:18:07,608 --> 00:18:09,566 Oh. 329 00:18:09,566 --> 00:18:11,568 My patient is waking up. 330 00:18:11,568 --> 00:18:12,961 Oh. 331 00:18:12,961 --> 00:18:15,572 I'm very glad we are having date night tonight. 332 00:18:20,621 --> 00:18:25,582 What were the four words I asked you to remember? 333 00:18:25,582 --> 00:18:27,758 Apple, elephant, 334 00:18:27,758 --> 00:18:29,108 planet, table. 335 00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:31,849 Very good. And the color? 336 00:18:31,849 --> 00:18:34,548 Oh, that would be the color of my Gilly's eyes. Brown. 337 00:18:36,419 --> 00:18:38,856 - Very viable. - Okay. 338 00:18:39,944 --> 00:18:42,469 - Hello. - Hey. 339 00:18:42,469 --> 00:18:44,471 Uh... 340 00:18:44,471 --> 00:18:46,168 Uh, you... 341 00:18:46,168 --> 00:18:47,474 You have brown eyes, too. 342 00:18:47,474 --> 00:18:48,823 Yeah. 343 00:18:50,433 --> 00:18:52,261 Are you the hospital social worker, or... 344 00:19:03,664 --> 00:19:06,406 I was going to give you a ride. 345 00:19:06,406 --> 00:19:09,583 Mm, seemed like you needed some space. 346 00:19:09,583 --> 00:19:12,542 And so did I. 347 00:19:12,542 --> 00:19:15,676 Co-signed, as we decided, 348 00:19:15,676 --> 00:19:17,243 - together. - Thank you. 349 00:19:17,243 --> 00:19:19,680 Uh, this is my mother, Eileen. 350 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:21,290 Aaron Glassman, my co-president. 351 00:19:21,290 --> 00:19:22,683 Oh, hi. Nice to meet you. 352 00:19:22,683 --> 00:19:24,293 Nice to meet you. 353 00:19:24,293 --> 00:19:25,773 She taking good care of you? 354 00:19:25,773 --> 00:19:29,777 She is. Now if she'd just do that for herself. 355 00:19:29,777 --> 00:19:31,648 Uh, in the "recommendations" sections, you wrote, 356 00:19:31,648 --> 00:19:34,999 -"same as last quarter." - And? 357 00:19:34,999 --> 00:19:36,958 And Gail specifically asked for detailed feedback, 358 00:19:36,958 --> 00:19:38,568 so I told her we would. 359 00:19:38,568 --> 00:19:40,657 Knock yourself out. Very nice to meet you. 360 00:19:44,922 --> 00:19:46,968 That's another two hours of work. 361 00:19:46,968 --> 00:19:50,014 If he doesn't think it's necessary, why do you? 362 00:19:51,102 --> 00:19:53,322 Because I'm the responsible one. 363 00:19:53,322 --> 00:19:55,803 And please don't tell me I sound like my father. 364 00:19:58,371 --> 00:20:00,503 Could the procedure have made him worse? 365 00:20:00,503 --> 00:20:03,245 No, it just doesn't make sense. 366 00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:08,468 It won't be long before he requires 367 00:20:08,468 --> 00:20:10,905 24/7 nursing care for the rest of his life, 368 00:20:10,905 --> 00:20:13,821 which could be 15 to 20 years. 369 00:20:15,388 --> 00:20:20,436 You may want to consider a long-term care facility. 370 00:20:20,436 --> 00:20:22,612 No. 371 00:20:22,612 --> 00:20:28,139 Even if we could afford that, I-I would never do that to him. 372 00:20:28,139 --> 00:20:32,231 It will be quite challenging looking after both of them. 373 00:20:36,887 --> 00:20:39,499 How far along are you? 374 00:20:40,021 --> 00:20:41,370 I'm, um-- 375 00:20:44,417 --> 00:20:46,506 Wait, do you mean... 376 00:20:46,506 --> 00:20:48,682 I could still terminate my pregnancy? 377 00:20:52,381 --> 00:20:55,254 That is your choice. 378 00:21:16,927 --> 00:21:18,146 Hi, Gilly. 379 00:21:19,495 --> 00:21:22,498 Hi. Hi. 380 00:21:23,325 --> 00:21:24,979 I'm so sorry about this. 381 00:21:24,979 --> 00:21:26,807 - No. - I know that I'm slipping. 382 00:21:29,592 --> 00:21:31,942 You have to put me in a nursing home. 383 00:21:31,942 --> 00:21:33,857 And I-I do not want you to use our savings. 384 00:21:33,857 --> 00:21:36,599 It's got to be a place that our insurance will cover. 385 00:21:36,599 --> 00:21:39,515 No, I can't. - You have to, Gilly. 386 00:21:39,515 --> 00:21:41,648 - It'll be too much to take care of both of us, okay? - No. 387 00:21:41,648 --> 00:21:43,345 You have to, Gilly. 388 00:21:43,345 --> 00:21:45,129 For our baby. 389 00:21:47,784 --> 00:21:50,265 Okay? Okay. 390 00:21:53,964 --> 00:21:55,575 Where-- 391 00:21:55,575 --> 00:21:57,011 Why am I in a hospital? 392 00:21:58,795 --> 00:22:02,364 Wha-What, um-- 393 00:22:02,364 --> 00:22:04,975 What's wrong with me? What... What---Okay, okay. 394 00:22:04,975 --> 00:22:07,369 - What is happening? - It's okay. 395 00:22:07,369 --> 00:22:09,850 I don't, um-- 396 00:22:09,850 --> 00:22:13,288 Oh, my God. What's happening to me? 397 00:22:13,288 --> 00:22:16,683 What's happening to me? Oh, my God! - Shh, shh, shh, shh. 398 00:22:16,683 --> 00:22:18,249 Why is this happening to me? 399 00:22:18,249 --> 00:22:21,340 It's okay. Shh. Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 400 00:22:34,570 --> 00:22:36,790 This is really not sexy. 401 00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:38,444 Well, we can change that. 402 00:22:47,801 --> 00:22:49,542 Mmm, ow, my hair. 403 00:22:49,542 --> 00:22:50,586 Oh, it's my watch. 404 00:22:52,458 --> 00:22:53,589 What was that? 405 00:22:53,589 --> 00:22:55,286 Something lemon-scented. 406 00:22:55,286 --> 00:22:56,766 Here. Take that off. 407 00:22:59,900 --> 00:23:01,292 - Leave it! - What? 408 00:23:01,292 --> 00:23:03,730 It takes my mind off the smell! Keep going! 409 00:23:17,613 --> 00:23:18,875 Are you okay? 410 00:23:18,875 --> 00:23:20,486 Yeah, the window cleaner broke my fall. 411 00:23:20,486 --> 00:23:21,835 I'm fine. 412 00:23:24,054 --> 00:23:25,752 - Are your eyes burning? - Nothing we can't handle. 413 00:23:25,752 --> 00:23:26,883 No. 414 00:23:31,018 --> 00:23:32,454 Do you smell ammonia? 415 00:23:37,938 --> 00:23:40,331 Dr. Park? 416 00:23:40,331 --> 00:23:41,898 I'm gonna walk this off. 417 00:23:44,945 --> 00:23:46,860 You smell very lemony. 418 00:23:46,860 --> 00:23:48,644 What are you still doing here? Didn't the residents tell you to go home? 419 00:23:48,644 --> 00:23:50,820 I ignored them. This is my one job and my one mission. 420 00:23:50,820 --> 00:23:52,387 Okay, there was a case in Mauritius 421 00:23:52,387 --> 00:23:54,433 where they removed bilateral schwannomas 422 00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:56,609 in a patient with recent sickle cell crisis 423 00:23:56,609 --> 00:23:59,089 using a bilateral endoscopic- assisted keyhole approach 424 00:23:59,089 --> 00:24:00,613 with preserved hearing. 425 00:24:00,613 --> 00:24:01,701 How'd you find this? 426 00:24:01,701 --> 00:24:03,267 I used AI software to search 427 00:24:03,267 --> 00:24:06,488 all potentially relevant non-English-language articles. 428 00:24:06,488 --> 00:24:07,489 This is great, Charlie. 429 00:24:08,838 --> 00:24:12,276 Tell Jordan and Kalu to take it to the patient. 430 00:24:12,276 --> 00:24:14,540 Now my tablet smells lemony. 431 00:24:14,540 --> 00:24:17,151 - But it's streak-free. - Oh. 432 00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:22,025 Hey. 433 00:24:23,636 --> 00:24:25,594 You heard they're calling a board meeting tomorrow? 434 00:24:25,594 --> 00:24:27,422 Mmm-hmm. 435 00:24:27,422 --> 00:24:29,468 Can you cover for me? 436 00:24:29,468 --> 00:24:31,165 I got Warrior tickets. 437 00:24:31,165 --> 00:24:32,209 Show them to me. 438 00:24:33,341 --> 00:24:35,735 You think I'm making up Warrior tickets? 439 00:24:37,998 --> 00:24:39,782 Take out your phone and show me the tickets. 440 00:24:43,743 --> 00:24:45,396 Does it count if I buy them right now? 441 00:24:47,311 --> 00:24:49,009 Honestly, I wish I could cover it. 442 00:24:49,009 --> 00:24:51,315 It would be preferable to taking my mom shopping. 443 00:24:52,795 --> 00:24:54,971 She wants a TV tray, 444 00:24:54,971 --> 00:24:56,582 and tomorrow's my one free night. 445 00:24:56,582 --> 00:24:58,540 You're kidding, right? You'd rather cover a board meeting 446 00:24:58,540 --> 00:25:00,281 than hang out with your mom? 447 00:25:01,282 --> 00:25:03,066 Yeah. 448 00:25:03,066 --> 00:25:05,242 Does she have leprosy? 449 00:25:05,242 --> 00:25:08,681 I mean, look, she's a lovely person with everyone else, 450 00:25:08,681 --> 00:25:10,987 but when it's just us, conversation starts 451 00:25:10,987 --> 00:25:13,599 as a critique of my life and devolves into an argument. 452 00:25:13,599 --> 00:25:14,861 That's a sad story. 453 00:25:17,254 --> 00:25:21,824 I'll take her shopping, for two board meetings. 454 00:25:25,088 --> 00:25:26,220 Deal. 455 00:25:26,220 --> 00:25:27,351 Okay. 456 00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:37,231 The endoscopic keyhole approach 457 00:25:37,231 --> 00:25:38,841 poses a much smaller risk. 458 00:25:42,889 --> 00:25:46,109 If there's any chance of me losing my hearing, 459 00:25:46,109 --> 00:25:48,198 I can't do it. 460 00:25:48,198 --> 00:25:51,332 I mean, my music, it's all I have. 461 00:25:53,116 --> 00:25:55,466 Not too long ago, I thought I had it all. 462 00:25:55,466 --> 00:25:57,338 I traveled the world. 463 00:25:57,338 --> 00:26:00,297 Cushy job, great benefits. 464 00:26:00,297 --> 00:26:01,647 It ticked every box on the list 465 00:26:01,647 --> 00:26:05,215 of what I thought was right for me. 466 00:26:05,215 --> 00:26:07,217 Then luck of the draw brought me back here, 467 00:26:07,217 --> 00:26:10,133 and I realized how much better things might be. 468 00:26:12,222 --> 00:26:14,529 I just had to embrace the unknown. 469 00:26:16,792 --> 00:26:18,315 Best decision I ever made. 470 00:26:22,363 --> 00:26:24,234 What do you think? 471 00:26:29,022 --> 00:26:33,113 That God wants you to really live. 472 00:26:33,113 --> 00:26:37,073 And he brought you here so we can save you. 473 00:26:44,428 --> 00:26:46,648 Let's embrace the unknown. 474 00:26:59,356 --> 00:27:02,533 His numbers all look good. We can discharge him tomorrow. 475 00:27:07,669 --> 00:27:09,279 We always wanted kids. 476 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:13,675 He couldn't wait to be a dad. 477 00:27:13,675 --> 00:27:15,808 Then I got diagnosed with breast cancer. 478 00:27:15,808 --> 00:27:18,985 Stage three. Really aggressive. I was so sick. 479 00:27:20,029 --> 00:27:21,857 And Cam? 480 00:27:21,857 --> 00:27:25,295 He took a leave of absence so that he could be with me 481 00:27:25,295 --> 00:27:30,561 every miserable hour of every miserable day. 482 00:27:30,561 --> 00:27:35,305 And that wonderful man is still in there somewhere. 483 00:27:38,265 --> 00:27:40,876 If I try to look after both of them, 484 00:27:40,876 --> 00:27:42,922 I won't be enough for either of them. 485 00:27:49,406 --> 00:27:52,148 I'm going to terminate my pregnancy. 486 00:28:10,993 --> 00:28:13,648 First, I check his diaper, if it's pinching anywhere, 487 00:28:13,648 --> 00:28:15,650 then his bottom to see if there's a rash. 488 00:28:15,650 --> 00:28:17,086 If he's still crying, try a cuddle, 489 00:28:17,086 --> 00:28:19,219 but he prefers a swaying motion, not an up and down. 490 00:28:19,219 --> 00:28:20,916 And if that doesn't work, he-- I have compiled 491 00:28:20,916 --> 00:28:22,744 a comprehensive "Guide to Steve Care," 492 00:28:22,744 --> 00:28:25,007 which includes links for diagnosing conjunctivitis, 493 00:28:25,007 --> 00:28:26,226 UTIs, febrile seizures, menin-- 494 00:28:26,226 --> 00:28:28,402 Okay, first of all, I'm a doctor. 495 00:28:28,402 --> 00:28:31,144 Second of all, I grew up watching brothers, cousins, 496 00:28:31,144 --> 00:28:33,276 neighbors' kids, and some of their cousins. 497 00:28:33,276 --> 00:28:35,714 I will call you at the slightest issue. 498 00:28:35,714 --> 00:28:37,106 Now, please go. 499 00:28:43,983 --> 00:28:46,812 ♪ And you turned me Inside out ♪ 500 00:28:46,812 --> 00:28:52,948 ♪ And you paved The road I am walking on ♪ 501 00:28:52,948 --> 00:28:56,778 ♪ You are the only one I want ♪ 502 00:28:56,778 --> 00:29:02,436 ♪ The only one I'll ever need ♪ 503 00:29:12,881 --> 00:29:15,318 This does kinda seem like old times. 504 00:29:15,318 --> 00:29:18,582 The karaoke selection no longer offers "Islands in the Stream," 505 00:29:18,582 --> 00:29:21,411 but they do have a lot of A-B-B-A. 506 00:29:21,411 --> 00:29:25,938 Still, look at us, out on a date night, 507 00:29:25,938 --> 00:29:30,464 just the two of us. This is nice, right? 508 00:29:30,464 --> 00:29:32,509 And they replaced the ballast 509 00:29:32,509 --> 00:29:34,642 on the neon sign that was buzzing. 510 00:29:34,642 --> 00:29:36,209 Oh. 511 00:29:38,472 --> 00:29:41,040 Mmm, this is not 512 00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:43,738 the same brand of tequila they used to serve. 513 00:29:46,828 --> 00:29:48,177 It's Jordan! 514 00:29:48,177 --> 00:29:49,483 It's Jordan. 515 00:29:49,483 --> 00:29:51,441 What? 516 00:29:51,441 --> 00:29:53,792 No, it's in the fridge. 517 00:29:53,792 --> 00:29:55,445 Is he crying? 518 00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:57,273 Oh, okay. 519 00:29:57,273 --> 00:29:58,884 Everything else good? 520 00:29:58,884 --> 00:30:01,408 Great. Yeah, okay. 521 00:30:01,408 --> 00:30:02,801 Okay, bye. 522 00:30:03,845 --> 00:30:06,021 She couldn't find his pacifier. 523 00:30:06,021 --> 00:30:07,066 Steve's fine. 524 00:30:08,067 --> 00:30:09,285 Oh. 525 00:30:09,285 --> 00:30:10,591 Yeah. 526 00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:20,122 I'm sorry, but this is not like old times. 527 00:30:20,122 --> 00:30:22,821 It's not just the tequila 528 00:30:22,821 --> 00:30:24,344 and the music that's changed. 529 00:30:24,344 --> 00:30:27,129 Everything has changed, 530 00:30:27,129 --> 00:30:30,611 how I see the world, how I see you, 531 00:30:30,611 --> 00:30:34,006 how I see me. 532 00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:38,532 One teeny-tiny, little baby, and the whole world looks different. 533 00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:59,205 I should go to the hospital. 534 00:30:59,205 --> 00:31:03,078 You go to the hospital. I'll go home to Steve. 535 00:31:03,078 --> 00:31:04,384 Okay. 536 00:31:13,306 --> 00:31:15,612 Hi. 537 00:31:15,612 --> 00:31:17,571 Felt like an apology offering was in order. 538 00:31:19,138 --> 00:31:21,401 Dinner? Shaun mentioned you were babysitting. 539 00:31:25,971 --> 00:31:27,973 I am starving, and it smells delicious. 540 00:31:27,973 --> 00:31:30,410 It tastes even better. 541 00:31:30,410 --> 00:31:32,412 It is, uh, fenkata, 542 00:31:32,412 --> 00:31:36,068 a Maltese stew with vegetable, wine, and rabbit. 543 00:31:36,068 --> 00:31:37,983 Hmm. 544 00:31:37,983 --> 00:31:41,638 What if your favorite dish is something you've never tried? 545 00:31:41,638 --> 00:31:45,599 Y-You think me facing the unknown is eating bunny soup? 546 00:31:45,599 --> 00:31:46,861 - Hard pass. - Look, if you don't like it, 547 00:31:46,861 --> 00:31:48,558 we can order something else, okay? 548 00:31:51,779 --> 00:31:53,128 Um... 549 00:31:53,128 --> 00:31:54,564 Do not be a coward. 550 00:31:58,090 --> 00:31:59,961 Mmm. 551 00:32:01,093 --> 00:32:02,877 - It's-- - Bussin'. 552 00:32:02,877 --> 00:32:05,706 Definitely bussin'. 553 00:32:06,663 --> 00:32:08,230 I'll make you a plate. 554 00:32:10,102 --> 00:32:11,886 I got your ultrasound set up on his left side. 555 00:32:11,886 --> 00:32:13,366 Okay. I am testing a theory. 556 00:32:13,366 --> 00:32:14,845 Wake up, please! 557 00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:18,980 What are the words we asked you to remember? 558 00:32:18,980 --> 00:32:20,851 What are you doing in my house? 559 00:32:20,851 --> 00:32:22,201 I'm... I'm calling the police. 560 00:32:22,201 --> 00:32:23,550 I'm-- 561 00:32:26,161 --> 00:32:28,250 What are the words we asked you to remember? 562 00:32:30,078 --> 00:32:32,689 A-Apple, elephant, planet, and table. 563 00:32:32,689 --> 00:32:33,821 Oh. 564 00:32:33,821 --> 00:32:35,431 What just happened? 565 00:32:35,431 --> 00:32:38,695 His Alzheimer's is atypical because it is not Alzheimer's. 566 00:32:38,695 --> 00:32:39,958 His left jugular is compressed 567 00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:41,742 and restricting blood flow from his brain, 568 00:32:41,742 --> 00:32:43,048 which is only restored when his head is turned 569 00:32:43,048 --> 00:32:45,180 to the right at least 60 degrees. 570 00:32:45,180 --> 00:32:48,053 There definitely is a viable treatment option, 571 00:32:48,053 --> 00:32:50,142 a surgery. 572 00:32:51,578 --> 00:32:53,406 I will tell your wife. 573 00:32:57,105 --> 00:32:58,977 That guy's good. 574 00:33:03,198 --> 00:33:06,549 Let's optimize hemoglobin. Stand by with two more units of RBCs. 575 00:33:06,549 --> 00:33:08,029 It's ethnically matched, and our supply is low, 576 00:33:08,029 --> 00:33:09,204 so I'm working on a plan 577 00:33:09,204 --> 00:33:11,467 to recruit African American blood donors 578 00:33:11,467 --> 00:33:13,774 to help sickle cell patients. 579 00:33:13,774 --> 00:33:15,167 Thank you, Charlie. 580 00:33:15,167 --> 00:33:17,996 Opening arachnoid and draining CSF from cistern. 581 00:33:17,996 --> 00:33:19,214 Retracting the cerebellum. 582 00:33:22,174 --> 00:33:25,090 And there's our big schwannoma. 583 00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:27,048 Dr. Allen, would you like to debulk the tumor? 584 00:33:27,048 --> 00:33:29,703 Rhoton dissector and microsuction. 585 00:33:35,926 --> 00:33:37,754 You did some great work on this case. 586 00:33:37,754 --> 00:33:39,191 Can you tell Dr. Murphy? 587 00:33:42,498 --> 00:33:46,024 Charlie, I know Shaun is your hero, 588 00:33:46,024 --> 00:33:47,982 but I can see that you have a future as a surgeon. 589 00:33:47,982 --> 00:33:50,245 You just need to believe it, too. 590 00:33:50,245 --> 00:33:52,073 Of course I believe it. The only one 591 00:33:52,073 --> 00:33:54,249 who lacks confidence in me is Dr. Murphy. 592 00:33:54,249 --> 00:33:56,904 I just thought it might help if you told him he's wrong. 593 00:34:09,090 --> 00:34:10,831 What's your favorite song? 594 00:34:15,749 --> 00:34:17,577 Say you won't let go. 595 00:34:23,148 --> 00:34:26,107 "Say You Won't Let Go" by James Arthur. 596 00:34:26,107 --> 00:34:28,066 Your hearing is intact. 597 00:34:31,069 --> 00:34:33,027 And we have a spot in our sickle cell disease 598 00:34:33,027 --> 00:34:34,942 gene therapy trial, if you'd like. 599 00:34:40,426 --> 00:34:43,211 Thank you. Thank you for taking care of me. 600 00:34:45,344 --> 00:34:47,085 It's what I do. 601 00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:49,957 You never answered my question. 602 00:34:50,914 --> 00:34:52,829 About dinner. 603 00:34:58,748 --> 00:35:01,360 I think I'm going to take a rain check. 604 00:35:04,537 --> 00:35:06,713 Nathan, you are amazing, 605 00:35:06,713 --> 00:35:09,759 and you're everything I pray for. 606 00:35:09,759 --> 00:35:13,023 But I know myself, and... 607 00:35:13,023 --> 00:35:15,678 I might need to face some unknowns, too. 608 00:35:16,375 --> 00:35:18,028 Mmm. 609 00:35:22,424 --> 00:35:25,253 For now, 610 00:35:25,253 --> 00:35:27,690 I'd love to hear that song. 611 00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:32,130 Mmm-hmm. 612 00:35:37,265 --> 00:35:42,314 ♪ I met you in the dark You lit me up ♪ 613 00:35:42,314 --> 00:35:47,536 ♪ You made me feel As though I was enough ♪ 614 00:35:47,536 --> 00:35:51,714 ♪ We danced the night away We drank too much ♪ 615 00:35:53,499 --> 00:35:55,936 ♪ And you smiled Over your shoulder ♪ 616 00:35:55,936 --> 00:35:58,591 ♪ For a minute I was stone cold sober ♪ 617 00:35:58,591 --> 00:36:03,117 Gilly. - ♪ I pulled you closer to my chest ♪ 618 00:36:03,117 --> 00:36:05,119 ♪ And you asked me To stay over ♪ 619 00:36:05,119 --> 00:36:07,382 Talk to him from here. 620 00:36:07,382 --> 00:36:11,038 ♪ Already told ya, I think that You should get some rest ♪ 621 00:36:14,041 --> 00:36:15,738 ♪ I knew I loved you then ♪ 622 00:36:15,738 --> 00:36:17,044 Hey. 623 00:36:17,044 --> 00:36:18,915 ♪ But you'd never know ♪ 624 00:36:18,915 --> 00:36:20,743 ♪ 'Cause I played it cool ♪ 625 00:36:20,743 --> 00:36:22,136 Why are you standing? 626 00:36:22,136 --> 00:36:23,790 ♪ Letting go I knew I needed you ♪ 627 00:36:23,790 --> 00:36:26,358 You should be sitting. 628 00:36:26,358 --> 00:36:29,535 ♪ You'd never know, 'Cause I played it cool ♪ 629 00:36:29,535 --> 00:36:31,928 You're pregnant, Gilly. 630 00:36:31,928 --> 00:36:34,322 ♪ Scared of letting go ♪ 631 00:36:34,322 --> 00:36:35,932 ♪ I knew I needed you, But I never showed ♪ 632 00:36:35,932 --> 00:36:38,805 Yeah. I am. 633 00:36:38,805 --> 00:36:43,505 ♪ But I wanna stay with you Until we're gray and old ♪ 634 00:36:43,505 --> 00:36:56,562 ♪ Just say you won't let go ♪ 635 00:36:56,562 --> 00:36:58,520 What if we never get it back? 636 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,174 Get what back? 637 00:37:00,174 --> 00:37:02,089 How hot we used to be for each other. 638 00:37:02,089 --> 00:37:03,612 We used to be unstoppable, 639 00:37:03,612 --> 00:37:06,136 and that was before I even liked you. 640 00:37:06,136 --> 00:37:08,182 We're in a better place now. 641 00:37:08,182 --> 00:37:11,185 We're a team, raising Eden. 642 00:37:11,185 --> 00:37:12,795 I love the new us, 643 00:37:12,795 --> 00:37:15,102 but I don't want to lose the old version. 644 00:37:15,102 --> 00:37:16,625 Me, either. 645 00:37:19,193 --> 00:37:21,500 It took Mia and I awhile to get our groove back. 646 00:37:21,500 --> 00:37:22,805 This is normal. 647 00:37:22,805 --> 00:37:24,024 Thanks for comparing me to your ex-wife. 648 00:37:24,024 --> 00:37:25,460 Relax. I'm trying to make a point. 649 00:37:25,460 --> 00:37:27,767 Did you just tell me to relax? That is so dismissive. 650 00:37:27,767 --> 00:37:29,247 I'm offering perspective, but if you're gonna go 651 00:37:29,247 --> 00:37:31,118 from zero to bitch in 10 seconds-- 652 00:37:31,118 --> 00:37:33,338 Oh, you think I'm a bitch now, you have no idea. 653 00:37:41,302 --> 00:37:42,869 This is my wedding dress. 654 00:37:42,869 --> 00:37:44,958 Oh, that's gorgeous. 655 00:37:44,958 --> 00:37:47,047 - She's turning red. - I will have a heart attack. 656 00:37:47,047 --> 00:37:49,441 Ooh! 657 00:37:49,441 --> 00:37:51,051 Take it off. 658 00:37:51,051 --> 00:37:52,748 Go change. Go change. 659 00:37:52,748 --> 00:37:55,403 - Hang in there. Hang in there. - You look beautiful. 660 00:37:55,403 --> 00:37:57,318 It's a beautiful dress, but I just don't see it 661 00:37:57,318 --> 00:37:59,233 for your wedding day. 662 00:38:02,062 --> 00:38:04,151 We had a date. - Yeah, I know we had a-- 663 00:38:04,151 --> 00:38:05,500 I wore my nice cashmere sweater, 664 00:38:05,500 --> 00:38:07,459 the one that you bought me for our anniversary. 665 00:38:07,459 --> 00:38:08,808 - I know, I-- - But you were too busy, right? 666 00:38:08,808 --> 00:38:10,418 You were probably hooking up with Carter Nix. 667 00:38:10,418 --> 00:38:12,159 - What? - And, sure, we never talked about 668 00:38:12,159 --> 00:38:13,987 ground rules, but I just thought-- 669 00:38:13,987 --> 00:38:17,338 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Stop. 670 00:38:17,338 --> 00:38:20,254 I am so sorry that I missed our date, 671 00:38:20,254 --> 00:38:22,082 but jet lag is kicking my ass, 672 00:38:22,082 --> 00:38:24,389 so I fell asleep, unfed, uncharged, 673 00:38:24,389 --> 00:38:26,478 which is why my phone's been dead all day today. 674 00:38:26,478 --> 00:38:29,350 But I have zero interest 675 00:38:29,350 --> 00:38:32,919 in anyone in the entire world besides you. 676 00:38:32,919 --> 00:38:37,445 And Carter Nix will not stop doing the Aussie accent. 677 00:38:37,445 --> 00:38:39,621 And it's... It's terrible. 678 00:38:43,146 --> 00:38:45,018 You look adorable, by the way. 679 00:38:50,806 --> 00:38:52,895 Alright, I'll get the wine. 680 00:38:52,895 --> 00:38:56,595 Well, mission accomplished. 681 00:38:56,595 --> 00:38:58,031 Thank you for your help. 682 00:38:58,031 --> 00:38:59,554 Oh, no. Happy to help. 683 00:38:59,554 --> 00:39:02,035 You have no idea. 684 00:39:02,035 --> 00:39:05,255 So, how do you like to consume your TV? 685 00:39:05,255 --> 00:39:07,475 Are you a binger or a savorer? 686 00:39:07,475 --> 00:39:09,390 Oh. 687 00:39:09,390 --> 00:39:12,785 Yeah, no, I don't really watch much anymore at all. 688 00:39:12,785 --> 00:39:15,962 Then what's with the TV tray? 689 00:39:15,962 --> 00:39:19,139 Just an excuse to spend time with Audrey. 690 00:39:19,139 --> 00:39:21,184 Thought we'd do better with an activity. 691 00:39:21,184 --> 00:39:23,230 See, and here you are, stuck with me. 692 00:39:23,230 --> 00:39:25,145 Oh. No. 693 00:39:25,145 --> 00:39:27,669 You have been very sweet. 694 00:39:27,669 --> 00:39:31,543 I just wish Audrey liked me more. 695 00:39:31,543 --> 00:39:34,459 Yeah, parenting, not for the meek, huh? 696 00:39:34,459 --> 00:39:36,852 Speaking from experience? 697 00:39:36,852 --> 00:39:38,941 Yeah. 698 00:39:38,941 --> 00:39:40,856 How many kids? 699 00:39:40,856 --> 00:39:43,946 My daughter. She passed when she was 19. 700 00:39:43,946 --> 00:39:47,776 Oh, I am so sorry. 701 00:39:47,776 --> 00:39:49,343 I-I didn't mean-- 702 00:39:49,343 --> 00:39:52,085 No, no, no, no, no. It's fine. 703 00:39:52,085 --> 00:39:54,609 After you. 704 00:40:01,094 --> 00:40:03,836 May I ask, 705 00:40:03,836 --> 00:40:07,361 what was your daughter's name? 706 00:40:07,361 --> 00:40:09,668 Maddie. 707 00:40:09,668 --> 00:40:12,235 What is that smell? 708 00:40:12,235 --> 00:40:15,151 Oh, my God. Best crepes in town. May I buy you one? 709 00:40:15,151 --> 00:40:18,633 I would kill for a Galette Bretonne. 710 00:40:18,633 --> 00:40:20,287 I don't know what that is, but it sounds delicious. 711 00:40:25,031 --> 00:40:27,207 Here we go. 712 00:40:27,207 --> 00:40:29,775 Thank you. Hello. 713 00:40:29,775 --> 00:40:31,429 ♪ Slow down these daydreams ♪ 714 00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:33,474 Mmm, olives are gross. 715 00:40:34,867 --> 00:40:36,695 You thought rabbit was gross until you tried it. 716 00:40:36,695 --> 00:40:40,307 Uh-uh-uh. I've had olives. I hate olives. 717 00:40:40,307 --> 00:40:43,092 Don't "uh-uh." You haven't tried Castelvetrano olives. 718 00:40:43,092 --> 00:40:46,661 - Mmm-hmm. Uh-huh. - Okay? They're mild, buttery, 719 00:40:46,661 --> 00:40:48,446 meaty, with a crisp bite. 720 00:40:49,795 --> 00:40:51,927 - Mmm. - Mmm-hmm. 721 00:40:51,927 --> 00:40:53,102 Yeah. 722 00:40:53,102 --> 00:40:54,626 Fine. 723 00:40:54,626 --> 00:40:57,237 But only because I do need to refuel after this. 724 00:40:57,237 --> 00:40:59,979 ♪ Ooh-whoo ♪ 725 00:40:59,979 --> 00:41:02,721 - How are olives meaty? - How are they not? 726 00:41:02,721 --> 00:41:04,723 Okay, first it was rabbit, and now it's olives. 727 00:41:04,723 --> 00:41:05,985 Like, what is the meal... 728 00:41:05,985 --> 00:41:09,162 ♪ Ooh-whoo ♪ 729 00:41:10,424 --> 00:41:13,819 ♪ Ooh-ooh ♪ 730 00:41:13,819 --> 00:41:18,040 Last night, I missed Steve, too. 731 00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:19,999 ♪ Stored in higher places ♪ 732 00:41:19,999 --> 00:41:21,566 And it's very difficult, 733 00:41:21,566 --> 00:41:23,611 because whenever I'm away from you, I miss you. 734 00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:27,223 And when I'm away from Steve, I miss him. 735 00:41:27,223 --> 00:41:29,443 ♪ ...moon we're dreaming ♪ 736 00:41:29,443 --> 00:41:31,880 ♪ It's where we're gonna land ♪ 737 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:33,708 ♪ I'm gonna be there ♪ 738 00:41:33,708 --> 00:41:35,405 I know, Shaun. 739 00:41:35,405 --> 00:41:39,105 But having more people to miss 740 00:41:39,105 --> 00:41:41,760 means having more people to love. 741 00:41:41,760 --> 00:41:44,502 ♪ Ooh-whoo ♪ 742 00:41:45,851 --> 00:41:47,026 You were right. 743 00:41:49,898 --> 00:41:51,987 Our lives will never be the same again. 744 00:41:51,987 --> 00:41:54,163 ♪ Ooh-whoo ♪ 745 00:41:54,163 --> 00:41:56,035 ♪ Ooh-ooh ♪ 746 00:41:56,035 --> 00:41:58,428 They'll be better. 747 00:42:01,301 --> 00:42:04,696 ♪ I'm gonna be there ♪ 748 00:42:04,696 --> 00:42:09,483 ♪ Running to catch up to where You needed me the most ♪ 749 00:42:09,483 --> 00:42:13,008 ♪ Now we can stay here ♪ 750 00:42:13,008 --> 00:42:17,622 ♪ Flying our paper kites Over rivers running home ♪